A dark shadow is
upon my weeping soul
My life was once alight
which always shown bright
But that light
cease to exist
As I stumbled
into the deep hole
which now consumes my soul
I try to climb out
my hand reaching for help
but i only fall back into the darkness
once again as i miss the warmth and comfort
that was once apart of my joy and happiness
I try again and again to free myself
from this shallow grave,
but with every attempt to feel loved and
wanted, i find myself falling deeper into the darkness
the higher i climb
the my once peaceful life
the greater distance i have to fall into
the depths of never endi
A dark shadow is
upon my weeping soul
My life was once alight
which always shown bright
But that light
cease to exist
As I stumbled
into the deep hole
which now consumes my soul
I try to climb out
my hand reaching for help
but i only fall back into the darkness
once again as i miss the warmth and comfort
that was once apart of my joy and happiness
I try again and again to free myself
from this shallow grave,
but with every attempt to feel loved and
wanted, i find myself falling deeper into the darkness
the higher i climb
the my once peaceful life
the greater distance i have to fall into
the depths of never endi
Hatred
Hatred smells like the corpse
on the earily morning breeze
Hatred sounds like the screams
of those you despise.
Hatred taste like the blood of those
who killed you inside.
Hatred looks like the blood slowly
dripping from the skull pinned to the
tree with sliver spikes.
Hatred feels like the pleasure pulsing
through your body as they cower in fear.
Hatred is the evil within.
Okay so now I am 20 years old instead of 19. Life is pretty epic except for the fact that i work full time and literally have no social life at the moment which sucks hard core. But as for the money....AMAZING! i dont think even my older bro makes as much as i do and he graduated from college last year! Anyway besides that my life is pretty dull but i live near college students who always find themselves in my apartment which is cool with me as long as i'm not trying to sleep. Anyway that's my update.
Well i am no 19 Yay! but unfortunately the only thing you can really benefit from turning nineteen is you can now purchase cigarettes...which would be great if i smoked. But since i dont...yeah not all that exciting. I am going to college next year though i was suppose to go this year but it's so expensive so I've just been working to try and earn enough and yay i do but after i buy everything I'll need for college I'll be broke once more :( but all's well. I will still manage to have fun and as for food I go on a date almost every week and they always take me to nice places so it's all good that way and it helps to have two brothers that go